new dude i know

note to my friends:
no,i don't like him.i just want to share my story about him to you guys.

okay,, let me tell you how i met him.


i went for a camping for 2 days one night at melaka.blablabla..he was in my group and our leader.
anyway. im the one who goes with the flow.so if youre awkward with me,then imma be awkward with you.but he wasnt awkward at all.he's funny and kindof a good guy.so now,im friends with him

so today at school..

i finished school at 1.10pm and me and my two friends stayed back to do our oral.so we did the oral.then we went back to the canteen to finish our civics folio.and he was there.so when my friends bought some foods,i struck a conversation with him..he's the one who approached me.that was the second time that day.the first one was when i accompany my friend to call her father.
so we chatted about studies and stuffs..nothing in particular..just sarcasm and all,well.that's how i am around guys.if i like them then i wouldn't stop smilling.if they are considered as friends,then i can give sarcastic comments and not worry about the feed back.so we ended our chat and i bought some nuggets

and then at 4 something o'clock..he came to my table(which im sitting with my friends)and then he started to "kinda" help me with math which is the most problematic subject ever.turns out..he's excellent in math..in PMR,he got 1 a and the other 7 is like b or c.the a+ was math.so he was like im good at math but kinda bad in everything else..and then ..i don't remember how this conversation started.but we started to talk about his girlfriend..
turns out.he started to like her at age 8.he said he didn't know why he like her,he just does.
at age 14.he became his girlfriend,but not after years of asking and flirting..so now,their 2 years anniversary is coming up in june.what im trying to say is..

having a dude liking you for 9 years.9 freaking years!!!
and you know the sweetest thing is..he's kind of guy who's rough and make jokes that hurt.but when he talk about her,,he becomes like so sensitive and so girly and so just..you know.the eyes kinda change when he talks about her..i can really see he really likes her..i mean..again.9 years!..so i told him.

'you're the kind of guy who's personality change according to the topic'..and i told him 'you blush when you talk about her'.in my heart,i said 'wo..she's really a lucky girl.'

so the talking went on and on and on and on and without me realising it.my homeworks's not even half finish and i've been talking to him for like 4 hours??!!now im messing with the teachers.

in conclusion,

i just wish..
just wish,
that somewhere,somebody,
feels the same way about me.

there was this one guy who said he liked me for 3 years but now,he can;t even look at me.so..i don't know
im just hoping

oh,btw.i always dream like when i walk home alone in the drizzling rain,somebody would walk beside me  .
and he's the first guy ever did that..haha..

ahh..i hope my time to be the girl somebody loves will come.