really part 3!!!!

wth is wrong with my mum?she asked me to help her.i lift the rice cooker lid and she said it's not done yet.and then i dont  kno wtd.so i just kinda stand there bcoz my brothers were busy doing their stuff and im too cool to care.and then she said,put the rice on the plates.so i lift the lid of the rice cooker AGAIN and then she started screaming at me saying its all ready in front!!might as well call me bitch,dont u think?and then i put the rice on the plates .i was taking the prawns in front of her and doing my face..she said,dont do that face right now.u know what??i dont even care anymore..okkay.how the hell can she treat her 'husband' and her children(me) differently..the little thing on my head start to doubt whether she really love me or not.forget it!i dont even sure she like me.

really part 2?!!!

owkey..theres this guy named faizol..chatiing eith me on facebook.first of all,i dont kno him and he doesnt have a profile picture.i think hes a dude from smk kosas,but again.i dont know hhim..first he said have i eaten,and i said no.and then he said 'do u want to be my gf'?'.
like,really??!!!haha,am i that interesting.wow,now im flattering myself..whateva!!
oh,cant wait to see hp and deathly hallows part 1.i think its gonna end when harry,hmione and ron was at xeno's house or when dobby tried to save them before reaching shell cottage.mybe the part two will start off with harry digging dobby's grave..

really??!!!

1.my mom's 'husband' put his hand comfortably on my mum's breast without hesitation in front of my younger brother and me
2.my mother wears this skimpy night mini-mini dress and doesnt wear a bra and then snuggle with him under the sheets
3.sometimes they disappear ,,and out of nowhere,my mom magically had a change of clothes.
4.right now,hes hugging her,my moms foot twinning on him.watching the gladiator,the most orgasm-feeling i ever seen.i mean,russell crowe obviously hot,at that time of course,and i dig that kind of weird,raging fighter kind of thing.

argghhh//now im rambling!!!im pissed off because i just can forget how relaxed and cool they are with the fact they r not legally married but have done it.urghh!i cant even think when im like,imagining they r doing it.and guess what,i found a series of pictures  showing ""couples position""..what!!!now im really mad!

busy,busy

hmmm.i dont know.im not busy.the title just in some way,spoke to me.
i told adriana everything and anything.or like tyra would say "h to t,head to toe,baby!""
btw,she got a few problems up her sleeve too
yeah,yrah.boys..boys..boys..hmm,,u know iman said hell jump from my apartment to show that he really is sorry..crazy dude.thank god i didnt date him,,ill be doomed,no offonse to guys out there,but somehow all the guys i knew,is a jerk in some kind of way.say im picky or a bitch.its the truth.im not gonna lie just to please anyone.thats just me,dont like it,leave.oh,i maybe have one regular 'reader ' to my blog which is adriana.i told faz too but i dont think she has the time.will i ever find HIM?hmmm..whoever u r,better hurry up and find me!

oopppsss

oh,no.i think my brother knows i have a blog..
okay..to ilman..kalau hang bc ni..please stop.this is my personal stuff and my writing that i dont wanna share with you.this is just me expressing my feelings.if u do wanna read it,then keep it silent,act as like u never heard of blogspot.if u ever in any way give anybody a hint tjat i have a blog,i WILL cut your throat..please respect me and my stuff.okay,love you big bro

sincerely,
ilyana

my new crush

my ryeowook new song

Nowadays I'm confused about you and even more about myself, are we friends or dating
When we're walking and also watching movie I have a deep secret to tell you
We're friends which closer than lovers
But what should I do, I love you babe
*Suddenly everything of you, I fond of everything of you
I will slowly and slowly become closer
I like everything about you
I don't have to say you're my one love, Please stay with me and promise me
Forever*
I want to confess all of my heart like a man
You'd better catch my heart, you'd better know my heart baby
*
There's no friendship between boys and girls, I didn't believe it back that then
No, even though we are lovers we are still being good friends.
I will listen to you (I will listen to you)
More than the word 'I love you' we're still, we're feeling sweet.
A little bit more starting from today
I like everything about you
Your hands I took, I won't let you go
I will say I love you instead
Forever

read!!

that dude said
1.please give me one more chance
2.i want to wish happy holidays to u n and your family,n i apologize for my doings,i hope u give me a chance.bye
3.please ...reply it
4.please reply
5.i want to say im sorry to u,i promise to not to do it again,please give me one more chance..i dont want u to hate me bcoz i have a thing for u.please
6.bcoz i dont  know u that much,n i think ure a girl that i can trust..n i think i love u
7.please,forgive me
8.please forgive me,u can punish me..promise ull forgive me
9.hmmm..can u give a reson why im unforgivable?id do anything for u
10.i promise u,i wont do it again,id do anything(17.nov.2010,01:37pm)

my brain said
1.no!
2.okay..
3.(i didnt reply)
4.(didnt reply)
5.why should i forgive u?
6.(didnt reply for alooooong time)
7.he called me
8.wtf>?!!
9.the thing is..u can ask any woman.if u ask them to follow u on your first meeting to meet your ex to show that uve move on..they would do the same thing i did.believe me
10.didnt reply

crazy,crazy,crazy dude.oh yeah,btw.i already have a new dude

guys r lame

theres this guy.my best friends ex.yeah,i know its wrong and all..but what to do.i cant help it.today at 2 we're supposed to meet and go to ts,bb and pavillion.but last night at 1am,he said that he want m to accompany him to meet his ex that work there.and i was like.wtf???!!!and then i said,i want to sleep.
at 10 today,after i called my mom,dad najwa and fazlia i decided to not follow him,that doucebag!!!
he then called only like a million times..fazlia and najwa talked to him and they said(according to me),i dont wanna see him and i don want him to message me ever again!!!and he doesnt get it!!!he kept calling and calling.lastly i talked to him i said,i dont wanna see him.and lastly i text him and said,please stop messaging me and his actions r making me more dislike him..haha,so engrish!!!so thats it..story of my life

he just text me saying he love me and shit..sorry,i dont buy it!!one other reason is bcoz he said he want me to show to his ex that im his gf.for god sake,the girl is 18 and MARRIED!!!!crazy much..so,i vow to never ever ever text him or msj him ever again.

the exorcist

im watching the exorcist right now..it makes me wonder,,if i got possessed,,how will i see the world?i hate this kind of shit!maybe im just testing if im still afraid to see GHOST stories.okay,now it really is AMAZING.the father dude practically wrestles with reagan and ask the ghost to come into him..,and it did!!wow,,dgr ckp gile

im wondering if i ever should make?do?whatever a blog..what if my parents knew and my frens read this.
u kno what?screw everything!i dont give a damn to anyone anymore.im kinda hating everything at the moment.
i just wonder,when my mom married him 'legally',,why didnt she tell me earlier,didnt she believe me.im furious not bcoz she didnt tell me she got married,but kinda of HOW she told me.it hurts so bad..

i secretly think the dude who creates blog because he wants to whine,,and we're just following him

life as i see it

so..nothing new..
my mom secretly marries another man in thailand.my dad practically stole my money,my brother graduates from his perfect life and my younger brother stole MY 10 ringgit.SWEET!now i san sleep happily.
isnt life suppose to be .i dont know?exciting..is your parents exciting.no!