okay,what happened was,i learnt that he moved school because his mom's a teacher,so he had to follow her..
nothe that this is the first time i chat with him and the second conversation i ever had with him.so,it went like..
me:hye
him:ei
me:why didn't u tell me u moved,we could make a party or something
him:well,it's a sudden thing so i couldn't tell anyone
me:where did u got into?
him:no,my mum was transfered there so i had to follow her
me:i got something to tell you
him:yea,what?
me:i likeD you
(does'nt answer for a few moments)
me:relax,u don't have to do anything,just keep it to yourself
him:used to?
me:80%like.20%not so much because now i cant see you
him:s'okay,this year,i'm really focussing on my studies.so yeah..
me:yeah,me too.i didn't ask you too do anything.
and then we started talking bout school stuff..u know what?talking to him is easier than talking to any od my friends..i don't know why..maybe because now i don't have to hide from him.yes,i do wanna study hard this year and i know he is too..but,i really hope something will happen eventually.maybe today,maybe tomorrow.i have hope.because in the end,that's all you're left with..
god,i really hope he has the same feeling..if not as a lover,maybe a good friend ?this is the second time i told somebody i
that didn't turn out to be something really good after all.i dumped him to focus on my studies,and he never text me back,ever.
just two days ago i saw him smoking some cigarettes and my mind automatically think
'wow,thank god',coz i really can't stand smokers,eventhough your dad is a smoker,u're gonna have to hate it becoz u wanna see them for a long time to come,right?
back to the main topic..
to f***z,
hi,i REALLY like you.your smile and how your eyes squint when you laugh,your eyes,your contagious laugh..and i'm happy we got one thing in common(our love for music),i hope i will still be there for you in the coming years..i wish you all the happiness in the world.
with love,
i****a
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