One Direction - Little Things (Lyric Video)

hungry

im just so hungry.ALL the time.n i dont even know y.its like,theres this thing eating all my ...everything.i dont feel anymore.im just hungry.so hungry.this is not the hungry for sucess or sex or that kind of shit.im just..ARGHH!i dont know.im so fucking hungry.i dont know why.

i dont even know how i could ever let myself get this fat.and now im hungry again.i dont know.im just so hungry!!!!ok,im hungry right now and i just finished a burger..what the fuck is happening to me?im so hungry.

it's like the only thing that my brain can think of is food.i dont  know why?why?im so fucking hungry right now.is there something wrong with me?IS THERE?

does sanity even exist in the world anymore?argh!why the fuck am i so fucking hungry????im so hungry right now.

i know writing,here,right now would not help but i just feel like i have to channel all of this craziness somewhere.i cant tell my friends coz i feel like im just blabbering and theres that bitch hovering with my best friends.i cant really talk,u know?

argh.who the fuck am i kidding.it's not like anyone is reading this  right now.

I AM SO FUCKING HUNGRY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!

who the fuck is greyson chance??!!!!ok,lately,this dude in facebook hasnt stop harrasing people with..'ooohhhhh,greyson or bieber?" and im like,dude,what the fuck,idek wtf that is???do u ?kindly text me,my number is 0172683154.yeah,i boldly gave my number bcoz nobody,i repeat,no body is ever gonna text me n say 'sooo,u wannna hang out?''like,not in a million years..do u kno what time is it here in malaysia??its 1.13am..oh yeah,pmr result is 11/12/11.o0o0o0o0o0o0..spooky or pooki?do u kno what pooki means in malaysia slang?it means your vagina.VAGINA.oh,btw ,i bought this book called kiss heaven goodbye.dudeee,its so x-rated!!!and im 15,so i know that stuff but i obviously dont know THAT much because my jaw dropped when i read the stuffs in there..totally sickening.okay blablabla.btw,henry died,u know,teddy's husband,dude,that dudce was hot ..and what GORGEOUS eyes he have.or is it has?arghhhhhh,who da fuck know,the exam season endede,and im nbot gonna waste the holidays by searching some random words in the dictionary..so,i just come here to let off some steam.ok,bye





MUHAMMMAD ZAIM ZAINUDDIN GAY

life as i see it

oh my god.i don't know..

i think i like him.but again.i thinnkkkkk soo..he said he wants to meet me tomorrow..

dup.dup.dup.dup.

argh!maybe he just wants some chick advice or maybe he wants me to become his wingwoman.you ever watch just go with it??

yeah.im his jennifer aniston.he's my adam sandler.

oh my god..im so fing nervous..

x-men .the first class

okay,i have something to get off my chest.

charles and eric has a true bromance story.(okay,,after chuck and nate obviously)

anyway,the film was epic.a tad boring,and i still don't know the purpose of casting january jones..it's not about the girl,it's the character..or should i say,characterS..

charles francis xavier-professor x;british,live in new york,and the school they used for training mutants is actually his house.met mystique when they were kids when mystique was trying to steal foods from his house.his tesis about mutant's genes or whatever made the government work with him.had his first and last kiss on the xmen series with a girl name moira .addicted with believeing there's a good in everybody and if there aren't,you just have to shove that belief down your throat.kinda of a good idk,motivator???say,if you didn't believe in yourself,then talk to the dude,he's kinda the dumbledore for mutan world.can read and control mind,telepathy

eric something-with-a-german-name(stolz?)-magneto;came from poland,his mother was killed by sebastian shaw.first believe he can use his powers only when he is angry,but charles proved it wrong.see,charles taught him that he can still control his mind by in still peace and serenity to his mind,kissed mystique,i gotta admit,the kiss was hot.oh yeah,believes in not ashamed by your powers and being different.he is the one that convinced mystique to be in her true form as in BLUE and not in a girl's body.took sebastian's 'advice' and his idea of taking idea of the world starts there.oh,and the dude that played eric is HOT!!

sebastian shaw-dude with cool powers;played by kevin bacon.i know,you'd never guessed it right,januay jones is kinda his bitch .has 2 other slave and later joined by other one.







okay.i'm gonna stop right now because i clearly has better things to do instead of writing shit which i know no one will read.so my rating and comment??





12/10.if u count is as the beginning.i think u shud watch it first and wolverine and then watch the x men in order.because then,u can complete the puzzle or some shit and finally understand the story.i gave it 12 because i myself is a true marvel fanatics.like,if they have comic-con in malaysia,i'd go.i think it was spectacular.but if you don't have any other movie to watch and you're stuck with either wathing xmen first class or going home,i suggest you go home.it's kinda blahh kinda story,no climax at all.it was flat.

but again,im a true marvel fan and i'd watch it again.


anyway,,go to my tumblr okay?i'm cool right?

come on,u know u want to

an interesting event that will never happen to me

okay.there's this guy..let's call him,lirry okay?
and his girlfriend,let's call her jaz
(btw,lirry and jaz are my real tumblr friends,just to state that this statement doesn't refer to anyone unless you think it's you)


scene 1
okay.i hung out with lirry some weeks earlier and jaz came.so he introduced me to jaz.so i said hi and then blablabla.didn't say that much.and then me and the gang went to buy a drink?i don't remember..

so then lirry came to me saying stuff like 'i don't know how to connect with her,it's weird when it's the both of us,'

shit like that,so i said things like 'dude,go for it,now she's yours,don't let her go.just walk home with her!'

and he did.

so i asked my friends'why the hell did he ask me all that stuff?'

so they said 'obvious;y he trusts you,dude'

okay.fine

scene 2
okay,i was walking on my school corridor.i call it "runway". and i saw jaz.so i kinda smiled at her,you know,because obviously she knew me..and she didn't even look at me.she like looked down and just walked away.

okay,fine

scene 3
i went to our school's toilet to..you know,business deal..

and i saw some kids from jaz's form kinda staring and whispering at me..

so i said 'hmm.i think jaz doesn't like me to be friends with lirry ' and i told my gang about the "runway" incident

okay,fine

scene 4
okay.this happened today

i was walking with two of my gang and lirry was standing behind some pillar?

i smiled at him..but he didn't even look at me .i guess because he was so busy cursing some kid with his friend


scene 5


once again,i passed lirry on my way to recess.he looked at me.and i smiled but

that goddamn motherfucker didn't even look at me.he just looked away and start walking.

fuck!

now i'm really convinced his girlfriend doesn't want me to be friends with him



last but definitely not least


scene 6


so after i finished tuition i went to eat some durian and rambutan and the shoplady gave us so many FREE mangoes!it's like,okay,the apples in our fridge is not half finished and  now we have to eat this?

fine,whatever.

okay,so when i reached home,i was laying on the floor and i checked my phone,there's a message from my friend..let's call her amir..

so she said 'no,lirry is not angry or WHATSOEVER with you.he even asked about you and he asked your number when i chatted with him earlier.u don't mind me giving him your number right?'

so....i asked amir 'r u sure,did you told him about my theory about jaz?'

and she said'no.' and then i can't remember what amir said

so ..


the end


okay,i don't even know what to think of at this moment..i just want to have one great day,okay..

ughh.fine,whatever.it's not like anyone is reading this anyway.

so,guess what??

this dude.

radhi O.A. freaking G!!

oh,yeah.he came to my school.

so..the thing is.this week,,my school is doing the anti-drug week..

and yeah..he used to be an addict..and married...his wife wants divorce for something i didn't even know until he came to my school///anyway,he sang a few of his songs..i'll give the real songs,since i didn't bring a camera when he sing it live.

good right?oh..i forgot.not all of you are malaysian..whatever..just listen to the melody.

btw,i shook his hand,asked for his autograph and then he use my pen to signed other more autograph!

YEY ME!!!

al-fatihah to my friend

so..i went to school kinda ,late today and a friend of mine approached me..she said
'do you remember nadia syafika binti kamal from middle school?'
'....yeah,why'
'she died'
'what?!how did you know?'
'her brother text me earlier'
'when did she died?'
'6.30am this morning ..she had breathing difficulties'
...(our conversation stops for a while)....
'you know what,a couple of days earlier,i was going through our class photo and when i saw her picture,i thought..hm,,what happened to this girl.r u paying her family a visit?
'yeah,maybe'
okay,anything text me,i wanna go too'
'okay'




so there you go guys..
she was my friend,maybe not close,yet a good friend.
she's always smiling and she had the cutest little chinese-like eyes.
hmm..it made me wonder..

we really don't know what's gonna happen in the future.if i knew that the last time i would see her was the last time ever..god,i would hug her and hold her so tight..
but then again,i don't know.we will never know.
never would i thought that my brother is going to japan,my parents divorced,my brother beated by my dad.
never in a million years i thought that these things would happened to me.
and she was the same age like me.15..that's not very long..i can't help but think,another mother lost her child,another brother lost her sister,and another teenager lost her friend.

so,there you go.
make life better.
you would never know if it would be the last.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`
al-fatihah to my friend
nadia syafika binti kamal
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

new dude i know

note to my friends:
no,i don't like him.i just want to share my story about him to you guys.

okay,, let me tell you how i met him.


i went for a camping for 2 days one night at melaka.blablabla..he was in my group and our leader.
anyway. im the one who goes with the flow.so if youre awkward with me,then imma be awkward with you.but he wasnt awkward at all.he's funny and kindof a good guy.so now,im friends with him

so today at school..

i finished school at 1.10pm and me and my two friends stayed back to do our oral.so we did the oral.then we went back to the canteen to finish our civics folio.and he was there.so when my friends bought some foods,i struck a conversation with him..he's the one who approached me.that was the second time that day.the first one was when i accompany my friend to call her father.
so we chatted about studies and stuffs..nothing in particular..just sarcasm and all,well.that's how i am around guys.if i like them then i wouldn't stop smilling.if they are considered as friends,then i can give sarcastic comments and not worry about the feed back.so we ended our chat and i bought some nuggets

and then at 4 something o'clock..he came to my table(which im sitting with my friends)and then he started to "kinda" help me with math which is the most problematic subject ever.turns out..he's excellent in math..in PMR,he got 1 a and the other 7 is like b or c.the a+ was math.so he was like im good at math but kinda bad in everything else..and then ..i don't remember how this conversation started.but we started to talk about his girlfriend..
turns out.he started to like her at age 8.he said he didn't know why he like her,he just does.
at age 14.he became his girlfriend,but not after years of asking and flirting..so now,their 2 years anniversary is coming up in june.what im trying to say is..

having a dude liking you for 9 years.9 freaking years!!!
and you know the sweetest thing is..he's kind of guy who's rough and make jokes that hurt.but when he talk about her,,he becomes like so sensitive and so girly and so just..you know.the eyes kinda change when he talks about her..i can really see he really likes her..i mean..again.9 years!..so i told him.

'you're the kind of guy who's personality change according to the topic'..and i told him 'you blush when you talk about her'.in my heart,i said 'wo..she's really a lucky girl.'

so the talking went on and on and on and on and without me realising it.my homeworks's not even half finish and i've been talking to him for like 4 hours??!!now im messing with the teachers.

in conclusion,

i just wish..
just wish,
that somewhere,somebody,
feels the same way about me.

there was this one guy who said he liked me for 3 years but now,he can;t even look at me.so..i don't know
im just hoping

oh,btw.i always dream like when i walk home alone in the drizzling rain,somebody would walk beside me  .
and he's the first guy ever did that..haha..

ahh..i hope my time to be the girl somebody loves will come.

bZ bZ day

okayy..not actually busy..but a TIRING one.

1.okay,so my class were transferred because the performers kids want to use our classroom to practice.
   fine.can't argue with that

2.i have the most painful,unpleasant cough..yeah,you would think that with all this technology,i could get a shot and just feel better.
   can't argue with that  either.i drank 3 bottles of water and can't stop myself from thinking =pee=pee=

3.speaking about shots,we got injected by some nurses for some teeth thing.you know,when your teeth so closed together and  you can't open it.quite frankly,it only hurt a bit.the rest was all numb..
 
4.oh yeah,did i tell you.i've started dieting?yeah ,so basically what i can eat is
   breakfast=cornflakes 2-3 tablespoons,quacker oat 2-3 tablespoon or a toast with a little butter..the comma(,) means or..not and
   lunch=no lunch,just drink water
   dinner=the easiest is two boiled white eggs ONLY
   fine,i'll do it,..i mean,i do want to look good.

5.my choral speaking.i'm the conductor and we were short 4 boys,so we took them from other classes.
the thing is,they don't even speak,hello!!wake up!you are there for a reason!!and i had cough so screaming from the top of my lungs is not exactly like abc..oh and this one guy..i think he's mad at me(maybe because i yelled at him?).you know what?i don't regret the screaming no matter how mad you are to me.i mean,he wasn't even speaking and we needed the boys to scream too,no??so there i go,less 1 boy to impress

6.oh yeah,i met meng huat !!not exactly meet like meet-meet but he kinda smiled at me because when i looked at yasmin,she didn't even realise he was there,so it must be me right???and then i kinda smiled at him.and when najwa told me he waved at me,i called him and wave..hehe
  crazy girl

7.did i tell you my phone went missing?yeah,long-story-short.
   i went out the room,i was still charging the pgone
   i went in the room,the charger's switched off and the phone gone.

8.but then,like 8 days after that,i lost RM50 .in my room!on my bed!and i didn't even go out that day!there were only 3 people in the house when it happened.me,grandma and my lil bro..
  i know what you're thinking,it must be the little brother,right??but the answer isssss...



                                                                      I DON'T KNOW!!!

because i think he stole it because i got a pretty damn convincing story from my grandma saying he saw my brother took it.but..i don't wanna suspesct him.

9.so now i got a new phone..totally not cool for a 15 year old girl.but ILOVEIT!because it has games like bounce and snake in it..my old phone doesn't okay?

                                                          okay,till next time,toodles!!!

my phone

soo...you know what?i lost my phone..not exactly lost..i don't know how to put it..but first let me tell you how hard is it living without a phone at 15,

1)i can't tell my class monitor all the cool and awesome ideas i have for our class because i don't freaking remember her number
2)not reading my inbox in the middle of night or when i can't sleep
3)my phone
 = alarm clock
 =my ipod
 =my reminder
 =my 'so called' list to write in my freaking blog which no one actually read..

so.fine.if it wants to be lost,i can't stop it,right?
anyway,check out my friend's blog.although if you're not malaysian,i don't advise you to do so because it's mainly in malay..here it is

check it out peeps!

my phone is missing

don't you think it's a bit weird..that a phone knows how to go m.i.a??'

i was charging my phone a few hours earlier..and i was going to my room to get it when i saw the switch is turned off and my phone was nowhere to be find.i suspect my brother..ohh,im so bad..but i have to blame someone right???

[ENG SUB] Ji Eun (Secret) - Going Crazy (미친 거니)

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Vj holly

You know what?im just gonna say it

She’s freakingly awesome!!!!she’s super duper cute but also like a tough chick because she does have tattoes like utt…but, I prefer her voice when she din’t go to speaking class.it’s more real..oh yeah,and I didn’t know utt is like 30 –something

.i thought he was like 23 or 26???right??

Yes man

Imagine..we DO have to say yes to everything people said in life

That’s like saying yes when a stranger asked you to go to his house or take your pants off,or in the year 2011,micro mini skirt

Have you ever thought about all the questions people have been asking?what if you did say yes?what would happen then?and what would not happen??

Anyway..im just trying to mess with your brain.haha

TOODLES!

Zaki

There’s this dude texting me..he’s a kid from pahang

..blablabla..i asked him what music is he into?

So he said,im into you…

And my brain just pronounced

Really dude,is that all u got??better stop talking now before I die out of boredom…so that’s all..haha

TOODLES!!

I am number 4..

Wow,sounds cool,huh?i watched it at 4^th of march 2011.12:15 am..me,my dad and my lil brother played rock paper scissors

 to determine which movie we’re going to watch.my brother took I am number 4

.me the adjustment bureau

 and my dad called for 127 hours..

We played and my brother won..so there we go.with 1 hour left to spend at the arcade…

I played this shitty game about a tank trying to destroy other tank..and quite frankly,I lost..such a dumb game..well,I did’nt have any choice,I’m left with a token and it was the only game available..so back to the story..

I suggest.GO PICK UP YOUR ASS AND WATCH IT!

Yeah,the beginning is like ,,testing me to see how long I can take it before I leave the cinema because it was dead boring..(don't worry,just bring your own pillow

or just wear what charlize theron wore//

see..problem solved

but the end part..the action part,is totally worth waiting..it’s not like the movie: knowing

..u know,Nicolas cage movie..this movie kicks ass..yeah,,and the handsome cast doesn’t hurt either.alex pettyfer,

teresa palmer,

Diana agron

 .oh yeah,and there was these three dudes which I totally don’t know who but they were freaking awesome…they played,henri.

.henri died.sam

,the nerd who is actually plays a big part in the movie.and matt..or was it mark

..can’t remember..the bad ass who in the end,becomes the helpful one who let them escaped although his dad was the sheriff..

My favourite part was when teresa palmer aka no 6. rode this huge bird demon thingy down the stadium and when she shielded no 4.(alex pettyfer) from fire..my favourite quote is when she said “red bull’s for pussy”..well,xcuse me missy,pussy is the thing that pushed out a human being,,so it’s not exactly a small part of life…okay,now im not even making sense..im blabbering aren’t i..

So,guys..be a good listener and watch it.take my word,u’ll be impressed by how hot teresa’s butt is..i mean,how good the action scene is..oh,whatever..

Toodles!

Fucking Perfect - Pink lyrics

hi!!!!

now at najwa house najchan.wordpress.com....hanging...rolling,,,hating

btw.i have public speaking tomorrow




and i have no idea what to say...any ideas?




anyway,wish me luck,kay?

shailene woodley

r u american?bcoz if u r,then u wud kno who she is.if u're malaysian,then u'd say 'wtf is she talkin bout?'.well,let me tell u muugles.shailene is awesome,hot and a real teenager,,translation=me.
can we all agree that she is just PRETTY amazing?

kris allen

1 word:1 hell-full-of-awesomeness smile!!

good day,mate!

so,yeah,i haven't got a new post like 1 month maybe???so i wanna tell u bout my trip to melaka (btw,i just got back n im already telling u guys bout my trip.aren't i sweet

twas the night before christmas...haha,sorry i just have to put that in.
1st february 2011..went to a'famosa resort malaysia

...actually..we're supposed to go with my mom,my mom's bf,my brothers n me.but i found out on the morning of our departure that my older female cousin is coming with us .so i was like

..i mean.i weigh 65 kg,my younger brother is 40kg,my older brother is 75kg.and she weighs in at 72kg..so u can imagine what it would be like in the back of a waja car

hell to the no!it was so cramped that i literally swear i could go to melaka walking rather than being in the car...so anyway,first day i wore 

minus the boobs n bag..can i just say it was freakishly hot!!and when u live in malaysia's weather,u're gonna be thinking twice about your choice about picking a blazer ..anyway,,,first day was okay...

2nd february 2011

went to water world(no,not the crappy movie) the theme park..what happen was,we went WAY too early and there was no one,i mean,NO ONE

we went on the slide thing that u use double floats to go down with..the lifeguard said just go down..but we were like,,well,nobody is here,how r we gonna know when n how to go down?there was another group of people..in that group of people there's 4 guys,they were wearing red,black,grey and orange.the grey one wanted to go down first,so my mum said,well,let them go first,we don't even know how to do this.so i was okay.the grey one already sat in front of the double tube but the red one..the red one..spoil brat!!he said something like 'no,mi don't wanna get on this thing ' n 'where the hell is the assistant?' and then he looked at me..omg!am i that not-so-good-looking??but the grey one insisted he to get on,and so he did.and then the orange and black one helped me n my mum to push our float because the bloody thing was'nt even moving,how the hell r we supposed to get down right?

blablabla.and then we went to the big pool

the grey and red was there n i was ignoring the black.but the grey was on the float with his younger brother i think,he kept getting closer and closer,so i was kinda flirting

i was on the float with my brother

but suddenly he went away,,slowly and slowly and he kinda disappears

i was shocked!!maybe he thought my brother is my boyfriend.

3rd february 2011.

today,,went back and decided to go on my blog..haha

toodles!